Maybe it’s impossible for me to think about it. After all those pain, tears, frustrations, heartbreaks and desperateness. I intensely begged and never thought of my own self-respect. That one girl who’s willing to do everything just not to break that little thin string that connects between us. It came to a point that I experienced signs of anxiety and depression and lots of sleepless nights. But one afternoon, I realized something. Something I decided to do. I’m already ready for it. Courageously done though painful and sorrowful. I know I can survive it. But you came and asked for my hand again. I didn’t know what to do. I was thinking for all the possibilities and upcoming times in making my decision. I was confused. But you did one thing that changed and amended my thoughts. That’s why I had the courage to accept you again behind all those faults and pains. You promised not do it again. But why am i still scared? If you wan’t us back then why I’m still scared? Why did you return? Everytime we’re not together, I can’t take it but over-think of who’s with you, where are you or what are you doing. There are instances that it’s hard for me to believe you though I know you’re telling the truth. If you wan’t us get back from before then make me feel that you still want me. Make me feel that we’re still in a getting-to-know-you feeling. That feeling when we still starting the word “love”. I understand your busy schedule but make an effort to manage it everything. I know there’s always a possibility and an option for everything. Please let me feel that I’m your everything. Sorry. I love you. Je t’aime.